tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3550747766445463797.post6101908587063463395..comments2013-07-29T20:55:13.628-07:00Comments on "The king is enthralled by your beauty; honor him, for he is your lord.": SubstanceSarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12638210353652663343noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3550747766445463797.post-12589016917335221462010-01-29T15:29:33.923-08:002010-01-29T15:29:33.923-08:00Sara Sara Sara....
Interesting you should post th...Sara Sara Sara....<br /><br />Interesting you should post this. I think a lot of people feel this way but it's good for us to 'relate' (is that what humans call it?) so yes. <br /><br />I think I have been feeling the same way in a sense the past couple of weeks. Don't get me wrong, I love the parties, and hanging out, and good clean fellowship. But it's true, He created us to be relational. To naturally want to go deeper with people, to naturally want to share life with someone else. This is good. It turns bad when we take that feeling and try to satisfy it with things like drinking all the time, sex, or constant 'surface' parties. Naw meen?<br /><br />Where we differ here is that I know what to do, but am being selfish and not doing it. I know how to go deeper, how to grow with folks and how to make times together (one-on-one or in a group) intimate and personal. But these past couple weeks, I have chosen not too. I have gotten frusterated with the constant 'hang out sessions' and 'oh it's the weekend let's do something.' (Which I am not against, but it feels like people want to fill their weekends with non-stop social events just to keep them occupied) or again, an attempt at satisfying that deeper thirst. <br /><br />So I have shunned both group events and intimate events. Also the fact that I am leaving in a month certainly does not help. Not that I am 'giving up' in a sense, I know we shall keep in touch throughout life and eventually run into each other again. I have just felt so much like I am wasting my time watching movies or eating out or 'being in a group' and not really getting anything out of it, that I would much rather save money and time and be productive at home or at the beach. <br /><br />I guess, at the foundation, my relationships always seem to be lopsided, if that makes sense. I just wanted some 'me' time. <br /><br />But all this to say, if you would like to go for coffee or walks or anything (even awkward interrogations, I love those!) then I am more than willing. As for the male thing, this is one guy who is never fearful of personal conversations. <br /><br />Love ya sis-Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3550747766445463797.post-52667692831339949212010-01-28T20:34:08.262-08:002010-01-28T20:34:08.262-08:00I love you too Kara! I'm glad I could help you...I love you too Kara! I'm glad I could help you know that you're not the only one! Praying for you! :)Sarahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12638210353652663343noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3550747766445463797.post-2601423166209640232010-01-28T19:03:01.559-08:002010-01-28T19:03:01.559-08:00If only we lived closer, my dear. I may still be i...If only we lived closer, my dear. I may still be in college, but am quickly becoming the old girl...those my age, with whom I have had those wonderfully deep relationships, have since graduated and gone into the "real world," leaving me to my graduate school life, rather alone on that level.<br /><br />Though I may not be any help here, I want you to know that I do feel a bit better knowing I'm not the only one who yearns for this. I love you!KaraLeighPhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03341375523664256771noreply@blogger.com